Thursday, May 17, 2007 11:38 PM
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ok. hve been blogging several postsin jus a day. alot of stuffs gg on. bz bz n bz.well. went thru alot tis few years.guess oni ms ang noes y.n sort of realize alot of tings.i was hoping tad there'll b changes in poly.nt as in drastic change,but small changes is enuf for me to b contented.jus as hopes r filling me up,i get all the disappointments. HAIS~m i jus tinking too much, hoping too much,or m i reali hving such a bad tym?!i dun even noe myself."i tot, i tot n i tot"im so sick n tired of jus thoughts!y cant dey jus b real?! isnt it reasonable enuf?!hais. veh depressed suddenly.'tad' reali affected me alot.shuldnt hve went in n even read wad u wrote.im regretting it nw.at the verge of brking dwn.mayb aidah's rite. im stressed.but i dun understand y. HAIS~