Saturday, October 27, 2007 11:13 PM
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i shuldn't b there.... hais. wad can i say........ i feel tad im being taken for granted. the feeling is jus so darn strong even when i tell myself nt to tink too much. im nt trying to say tad i shuld b treated lyk a princess (since tad'll b meaningless for me to b there). but at least, a bit of understanding......
im sick n tired of all the lies, being blamed for sumting which wasn't my fault n being called arnd.
u told me tad i culd leave tings there if i dun feel lyk doing aniting. in the end, sacarstic words lyk "oh, u left me so much tings to do when im so tired aft a day of blah blah blah" came showering dwn. did i nt mke any sacrifices? did i nt do aniting to help?
u claims tad u r oh-so-thankful tad im there. but u're always showing me sumting else...... so what? u're the oni one hu is always tired. u're the oni one hu did everyting. hais. im jus so irritated.... i suppose i will leave sooner or later.......