Friday, April 04, 2008 3:15 AM
♥
i can't get to sleep.a whole lot of things are bugging me..my heart skips a beat everytime the phone rings..the words ringing in my ear, as if a silent alarm..the urge to stop all the pain, knowing it's of no use no matter what i do..the wild thoughts of what would happen..how the lyrics seem to say how im feeling right now....pondering over the things i heard these few days.the feeling is worse than knowing you will get your results the next day!i don't understand why im so tensed.i don't understand why i feel so uneasy.i don't understand why there's butterflies in my stomach.i don't understand why i can't get to sleep despite the fatigue.i know what i need, but i know i won't get it..i know what i should do, but i know im reluctant to do it..i just wish that i could stop all these.......some help, maybe?
l.i.f
Labels: 心情七上八下